HOW EASY IS IT FOR YOU TO RECEIVE CARE FROM OTHERS? This question stopped me in my tracks when I read it in "The Answer Is Simple: Love Yourself, Live Your Spirit!" by spiritual teacher Sonia Choquette.
Surely, I thought, that wasn’t a problem for me! I had allowed plenty of men to “take care” of me--but only when I was in control of the payoff. The rest of the time, I was fiercely self-sufficient.
When I considered that I could receive care from other people, with NO strings attached, I could barely fathom it. I had always felt church and other organizations only welcomed me because they wanted my money or time.
Further, I didn’t feel I deserved such generous attention. My alcoholic home had taught me I wasn’t worth someone’s care or love; and that being a care-giver was safer than expecting it from another.
So, it's not surprising that when I first went to 12-step programs, I was hesitant to accept the support offered by others--especially the women! Up until then, I had always relied on my lover and one female "using buddy." I had no idea how to interact with healthy women without my old manipulative ways.
But, after months of hearing my recovering friends talk about their loving sponsors, I finally took the plunge and asked someone to be my sponsor. I couldn’t believe it when she said yes and gave me hours and hours of her undivided attention, just so I could stay sober (and she stayed sober too!)
* It’s almost impossible to grow spiritually without healthy friends whose main purpose is to do the same. *
So, if you’re trying to straighten out your life (or keep it sane), you’ll consider this question carefully:
* How willing are you to receive help from others? *
It took me a while, but I’m happy to report that I now count myself rich, knowing that a select group of friends would immediately come to my rescue in any crisis.
To examine your own willingness to receive care from others, take a moment to consider these questions.
If you can't trust others to give you love without expecting something in return, or if you believe you don’t deserve others’ support, I encourage you to let go of this "I am an island" mentality (as in Paul Simon's song, "I am a rock").
Perhaps counseling, spiritual practices, or other healthy people can help you accept loving care from others.
Surely, I thought, that wasn’t a problem for me! I had allowed plenty of men to “take care” of me--but only when I was in control of the payoff. The rest of the time, I was fiercely self-sufficient.
When I considered that I could receive care from other people, with NO strings attached, I could barely fathom it. I had always felt church and other organizations only welcomed me because they wanted my money or time.
Further, I didn’t feel I deserved such generous attention. My alcoholic home had taught me I wasn’t worth someone’s care or love; and that being a care-giver was safer than expecting it from another.
So, it's not surprising that when I first went to 12-step programs, I was hesitant to accept the support offered by others--especially the women! Up until then, I had always relied on my lover and one female "using buddy." I had no idea how to interact with healthy women without my old manipulative ways.
But, after months of hearing my recovering friends talk about their loving sponsors, I finally took the plunge and asked someone to be my sponsor. I couldn’t believe it when she said yes and gave me hours and hours of her undivided attention, just so I could stay sober (and she stayed sober too!)
* It’s almost impossible to grow spiritually without healthy friends whose main purpose is to do the same. *
So, if you’re trying to straighten out your life (or keep it sane), you’ll consider this question carefully:
* How willing are you to receive help from others? *
It took me a while, but I’m happy to report that I now count myself rich, knowing that a select group of friends would immediately come to my rescue in any crisis.
To examine your own willingness to receive care from others, take a moment to consider these questions.
- How easy is it for you to ask others for help?
- Do you believe you always need to appear strong and competent?
- Are you most comfortable in the role of helping others?
- Can you graciously accept healthy loving care regardless of where it comes from?
- What false beliefs might stand in the way of you being a better receiver?
If you can't trust others to give you love without expecting something in return, or if you believe you don’t deserve others’ support, I encourage you to let go of this "I am an island" mentality (as in Paul Simon's song, "I am a rock").
Perhaps counseling, spiritual practices, or other healthy people can help you accept loving care from others.
How And When To Seek For Help From Others By Gigi Langer
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April 17, 2019
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April 17, 2019
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